Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Here is to the next 20 days...

Well my friends...or readers...or strangers...or people... whatever you would like me to call you..

You do have a say in this.. don't be shy.. you CAN comment and I won't kill you or go crazy! I promise... :) So go ahead.. Comment away! Tell me things.. Ask me things.. And..ya.. 


Big day.. Well not really.. I just had a moment, realization, epiphany..whatever you want to call it. I realized that I will be 20 in 20 days!! My life as a teenager is FINALLY going to be over!!

Now before you that are already in your twenties or older get all "It's really not that great!" or "It's really not any different!" or other such things that will damper, squash, or kill my bad mood... Hear me out!

I am a fairly mature person. I conduct myself in a very professional manner when I'm at school, internship, and work. People usually think that I am in  my early to mid twenties...So when they find out that I am 19...I instantly get "'re just a baby!"

I. Hate. It.

I know that 20 years old in the grand scheme of things isn't all that old or professional or fantastic.. But I feel like it is a new start. A whole new decade of hopes, dreams, experiences, opportunities..

Really though, when you think about people's 20's, it involves things like college graduations, careers getting started, going on adventures, seeing new things, meeting new people, falling in love, starting a family... All things that I am want and am really excited for..

I am trying to take my life in my own hands. I'm trying to be more honest with myself and with others. I want to find myself. I want to stretch myself. I have this feeling that my 20's will bring something... Idk what..and that scares me but at the same time, I am super excited about it.

So here is to the next 20 days leading up to the rest of my life!!

No pressure.. HA!